epic fail

today was a giant fail. it all started when i was unable to save my project on the Hog and thus ERASED my project (note to self: "new show" and "save show" are not the same thing...). and then the light lab was completely booked until 11 am the next day (and i mean EVERY hour of the night as well) and then although i used the offline editor (which is a hot mess in and of itself) the Hog wouldnt read the disk (or ANY of the disks that i tried) and then i had no project. and then there was a fiasco with whether or not I was going to the preview tonight or colloquium....and that was a mess bc both sides of the question got mad at me about it when it wasnt my fault in the slightest...and then i came to the BCA to reprogram the end of Act I and ended up having to do WAY more than i expected and i wanted to cry.

and im sitting here at preview, with a full night in the light lab ahead of me to do this Hog project and a Mariann to do and a Roger project to do...

why am i in grad school?